So it's been a pretty crazy week! Lots of ups and downs! But overall it was really good!
Monday night we went on our exchange!!!!! I stayed here in Topsham with Sister Caffall (our sister training leader who is just the greatest ever!!!) and then Sister Sowards went to Yarmouth with Sister Brown! I was freaking out!!!! Like really. I didn't know how in the world I was going to be in charge cuz I still know nothing. haha So I was pretty nervous but knew this was going to be so good for me! So Monday night Sister Caffall and I went out and walked to the homeless shelter to find Alex and gave him some church clothes that a member in our ward wanted to give him so he could come to church! So we went and dropped those off, talked to Alex for a little bit, shared a scripture, prayed and then started talking to some other people that were at the shelter. We gave out some mormon.org cards and a got some potential investigators. Then we just walked around and did some street contacting! We try to talk to everyone but usually people just ignore us and walk right past.... lame... but then there was this couple that we walked past and they actually stopped and acknowledged our existence!! :D haha but we ended up talking to them for a good half hour! just standing there on Maine Street talking about the gospel! They were super open to listen and we gave them a Book of Mormon and they said they would read it! We even prayed with them right there in the middle of the sidewalk! :) We tried to get them to let us meet with them again but they said they're super busy! So we just gave them our number and they said they would call us! So hopefully they do! So Tim and Wendy - that was our miracle for the day! Then we came back to the apartment and planned...then went to bed... but I didn't even sleep because I was so nervous about the next day! Being in charge!!
AH!!! haha so next thing you know it's time to get up and get on with the day! We went to the soup kitchen and it was a super busy day there! So many people! But it was good! I got to talk to lots of different people! And Alex was there so I talked to him! After the soup kitchen we had lunch and then time to study!! Then we did mormon.org time at the library and then we went to the Hersoms... We started to walk...and then halfway there we decided we weren't going to have enough time to get there, teach a lesson, walk back and then go to our dinner appointment so we walked home and got the car.....! :D Kinda weird not driving for two and a half months.... haha but it was great! So we drove to the Hersoms, read from the Book of Mormon with them and had a good lesson about knowing for yourself that it's true! Sister Hersom just really wants to know like Brother Hersom does so we're working on that and helping her to gain her own testimony! She just has a hard time understanding the scriptures so we started from the beginning and we're just going to read it with them! We shared our testimonies about the Book of Mormon and how we all have to know for ourselves and the spirit was really strong :) Then we drove to the Jones for dinner! They're such a cute family!! We just love them! And then after that we tried to contact some people that lived around there...knocked on some doors but nobody answered!! Then we drove back to the Hersoms because Sister Caffall left her planner there!! haha and then after that the day was basically over! It was a really good day! I got us safely where we needed to be and we did everything we needed to do! It was just a really good day and gave me lots of motivation and more confidence that I really can do this! Even though it's really hard. Like really really stinkin' hard. haha but I can do it!
Anyways....Wednesday was good we had district meeting and then we went and saw Brother Eldredge! We talked about the Book of Mormon with him and gave him the Book of Mormon challenge! Challenged him to write his testimony in it and then to pray about who he could give it to! That's one of our zone goals - giving copies of the Book of Mormon to members to give away! So that was a good lesson! We also had Book of Mormon class that night! and again it was just us and Brother Eldredge... but it was good like always!
Thursday we went to the hospital and did service... usually we just do paper work and stuff but they decided to switch it up for us! guess what we did?! They wanted us to put together iv packets! Ah!!! gross. haha so we had to put everything together for the iv! the needle and everything ugh...freaked me out haha but Sister Sowards loved it! haha I don't think I'm ever gonna work in a hospital...that stuff just freaks me out! haha so after the hospital we went home and studied! then we went and saw Sister Giveen that night and also talked to some interesting people out street contacting! haha that's always fun! :)
Friday we did weekly planning which is always long and boring... but we got out of it a little early so we could go see John before he goes to college! We taught him about the plan of salvation! It was really awesome because he said that's what got him interested in the church was when he first met his girlfriend and found out they could be together forever! :) So we taught him and then we came back and finished our weekly planning and studied.... then we went to the Smith's for dinner!
Saturday we did lots of studying and then we went to Lisbon and saw Sandy! We watched a mormon message with her and talked to her about temples! We were going to go see some other people and find some former investigators but Sister Sowards forgot her name tag! haha so we just saw sandy since she knows us! haha then we had to go home! So we went home and got her name tag... we did some more studying and then we went to the Mullins for dinner! And our investigator Alex came! It was really good to have dinner with them and have their testimonies to back us up! Members are so important in missionary work!!! It was a really good lesson about the Book of Mormon! We watched Elder Holland's testimony about the Book of Mormon which is so powerful!!! Watch it! :) and then after that we went and got frozen yogurt! yum! haha it was a great night!
Sunday we went to church! We taught the Laurels!! That was fun!! Every fourth sunday we're going to go into young women's and do role plays with them so they can learn how to be missionaries! so we taught about eternal families and taught them how to teach about eternal families! Did role plays with them and had a lot of fun! :) We had dinner and our coordination meeting at the Jones and they are just so great! Really working on changing things in the ward and getting people excited about missionary work! So things are going pretty great!! I've been struggling with being confident in myself but this week has helped me to gain more confidence and see what I can do!
Being a missionary is so great and it makes me so happy!! But it is so hard! I love this from President Eyring, it basically sums up how I feel right now! So I just want to leave you with this it's called "Fellowship of the Unashamed" "I am part of the fellowship of the unashamed. The die has been cast. I have stepped over the line. The decision has been made. I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. I won't look back, let up, slow down, back away or be still. My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, and my future is secure. I'm finished and done with low living, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tainted visions, worldly talking, cheap giving, and dwarfed goals. I no longer need pre-eminence, position, promotions, plaudits, or popularity. I don't have to be right, first, recognized, praised, regarded, or rewarded. I now live by faith, lean on his presence, walk with patience, am uplifted by prayer, and labor with power. My face is set, my gait is fast, and my goal is Heaven. My road is narrow, my way is rough. My companions are few, my guide is reliable, my mission is clear. I cannot be bought, compromised detoured, lured away, divided, diluted, or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of the adversary, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity I won't give up, shut up, or let up, until I have stayed up, stored up and paid up for the cause of Christ. I must go till He comes, give till I drop, preach till all know, and work till He stops me. When He returns for His own He will have no problem recognizing me, my banner is clear!" LOVE YOU!! :)
Sister Tait