I cannot say the smallest part, So many emotions, So blessed, Everlasting beginnings, I love these people!, See you soon!!!

"I cannot say the smallest part which I feel." Alma 26:16...... and i'm pretty sure we could just leave it at that! haha.... oh manny...... so many different thought and feelings right now! But it's been a week just like any other week! and then just throwing in some curveballs at the end of it.... Transfer calls were on saturday....and we are all leaving!!!!! :O ahhhhhh!!! what the heck?! Well Sister Kotter and I are both headed home......unless we just decide to not get on the plane...we'll see how this goes... but Sister Duncan is getting transferred and elders are coming to Portsmouth! crazy!!! We just got here!!! ahhhhh!!

so it's been a weekend full of craziness and goodbyes...well see ya laters... :) my head is spinning and I can't even think of all that I wanted to tell you!! haha... but yeah pretty much it was a great week and we did all the usual things...food pantry, bingo, district meeting, visiting less actives, and trying to find more people to teach, member meals with wonderful people! :) ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

I just want to say how grateful I am for this wonderful crazy adventure!! I don't want to leave!!!! I have met so many amazing people and learned so many great things that I know will help me for the rest of my life! I am sooooooooooooooooo blessed!!!!!!!!! I know that this gospel is true and I am so grateful for the opportunity that I have had to be here in New England to serve the people here! I love these people!! Probably the greatest thing is just knowing that there are no true endings...only everlasting beginnings! It doesn't end here! I am so grateful for this gospel and for the amazing opportunity that I have had to share it with my brothers and sisters! I know that Heavenly Father is mindful of each of us, He sent His son Jesus Christ who understands all that we go through... and because of Him we can get through anything and we can become like Him. This is a gospel of change and I have seen it change and touch so many lives including my own! I am so grateful for the Atonement which allows us to change and to become better. I really cannot even express how grateful I am for all of the people who have gotten me to where I am. I know that my Savior has been with me every step of the way. He will never leave us. I know that the gospel has been restored and I am so grateful for that and for the knowledge that Heavenly Father hears our prayers and that He knows all of our needs and as we read the Book of Mormon we can receive guidance and answers to our prayers! I know that this is the way to truly find joy and happiness and I have felt so much joy in being able to share it with others! I cannot believe how fast it has gone..... ahhhhh i just cannot even tell you how amazing it has been and I am so grateful!!! That is about all I can say....I know this is true!!! I love this gospel!!!! :) this doesn't feel real at all....haha... but really i am just so grateful!!!!!! my joy is full :) I love you all so much and I guess I will see you soon!!!